Here Goes Nothing....

Well I finally decided to do this! Shout out to my friend for being my inspiration for actually starting my blog!

Honestly, the reason for me starting this blog is for pure personal gain. I'm hoping that this will save me the $50 copay for going to see a therapist. Although, I'm pretty sure I'll be able to get more out of a therapist. My life is like the saddest movie at times. I laugh so often that I actually believe I'm the happiest person I know. BUT IT'S ALL A LIE! I have the same problems that you have, I'm sure, but my reactions to my problems is what separates us. Here lately the sounds of my sobs seem to be my own little personal lullaby; slowly and calmly putting me to sleep every night. But with every new day, I learn to perfect my craft for letting the world see my acting skills go to work. I'm sure when people look at me they see someone who is smart, funny, caring, and strong. YOU'RE ALL WRONG! I'm a mess and it's finally catching up to me.

Don't worry, this blog won't be all about how messed up I am, sometimes my happiness is genuine and I'll share those moments too. I plan to totally free myself up through this. Hope it works.....